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| After asking God for a BIG BREAK this sem break, it finally came true.
Being busy with school during the first sem made me really tired,
stressed, and really really thin. AND RESTLESS. I wasn't able to eat
and sleep well because of trying to pass every Chem (why does it always
have to be cheeeem?) quiz and simply because of wanting to make to the
2.0 average, at least. Luckily, my grades were fine. Getting a 2.5 in
Chem without knowing a single thing about the subject may not be that
bad, I think. And even if I didn't make it to dean's, I know I can
still try this coming semester. Gawd, Zoo and Chem are going to be
heeeeell fun. I hope. :))
By the way, I'm happy for my friends who made it to dean's. :D Galing galing niyoooo! :)
Speaking of that break.
After
losing 3 more pounds after the final grading period, I promised myself
that I would gain weight during the break. Come sem break, eating,
sleeping and more eating became a daily routine. So in my desire to
gain weight badly, I ate a lot.
And then I got hospitalized. :))
I
had bacterial gastroentheritis (whatever you wanna spell it. In
layman's term, lbm). They said, I probably got it from any food I ate
or water I drank. During the enrollment, my head was spinning and my
stomach was "jamming". I told my mom to bring me to the hospital the
following day. I was so weak and I lost my appetite. My weight dropped
drastically because I was dehydrated! :)) I spent two days in the
hospital and now, here I am, talking about 2 weeks of my vacation. 1
week of resting and eating. 1 week of being sick in bed.
For
some weird reason, I really wanted to be admitted in the hospital. With
conviction, I said, I wanted to be admitted. :)) I thought about it a
lot and just like the Secret, the force I put into thinking about my
hospital admission did the trick! See Sir Tadle! I make my thoughts
come true! It was my first time to rest in a hospital bed, to have
dextrose, and to relax like never before in my life. I had a check-up
too! (Wish fulfilled.) But what really struck me most were the nurses
who cared for me. There were 5 of them. They were super niiiiice! I
mean, nurses are suppose to be nice. :p They were inspiring...the
things they do from the IV insertion to the adjusting of the IV flow
and the checking of the temperature and all.
Two of my nurses
used to be Thomasians. One made it till grad. The other didn't make it
to the cut off. Both were inspiring but the latter amazed me more that
the one who made it till grad. :) I don't know why, but when I think of
it, even if she was dropped off UST, she was still able to pull her job
off pretty well.
I felt temporary insanity inside my room. :))
HAHAHA. I argued with the television a lot. I hated Kokey! The
cheerleader from ESPN was annoyinh. I was so pissed of with PBB. :)) I
was happy. I was hyper. I was really emotional. I lost my temper
because of a magazine and a toothpaste. I cried because of a paper cut.
I laughed for a looooong time because of "Batuta". And many more.
Potential Psychiatric ward patient? Not really. Maybe more of the side
effects of the dextrose. :))
The people I love most gave me a
visit. :) Wheee. My sisters, my parents, my brother, even Rocky and my
bestfriend Issy. :) It was really nice to see all of them inside my
room at once. It was also nice to see Micah getting along with my
family as if he belongs for real. And it was nice to chat with Issy
again...after a looooong time. The second day was the best day soooo,
yey. :D
Ok. So I'll shuttup now before I become senseless.
Tinatamad na rin ako magsulat. I'm not yet well pa pala. I still have
to go back tomorrow to get a CBC because of the viral infection tralala
inside me. Darn.
I miss you UST friends! :D And Rosehill friends tooooo. :D | | |
| Summer's about to end in two weeks and I feel mixed emotions about
it. I feel excited about it, happy about it, sad about it, indifferent
about it, and well, a little bit scared about it. Summer's been a
little bit boring because I haven't been doing anything...really. I
never even thought I'd call myself a couch potato, ever, because I used
to be so busy and preoccupied.
But! This summer was different
from my previous summers. This summer marks the end of my high school
life. I am about to face something larger than the walls of my previous
school, something more excting and more challenging. This summer was
also my first Hong Kong trip...something I really really really
enjoyed. And how can I forget May of 2007 wherein I was able to prove
to myself and to people around me that I too, can keep a relationship
for atleast a year...(and I hope it goes on and on and on and on...)
I may have been broke this summer (as in I am so money-less right now),
or I may not have gone out so much this summer, or I may have been
really bored this summer, but this summer was something really really
memorable...for some reason. I know that I've grown once more and I'm
excited to write again, next year, about how much I've changed again.
I miss my friends so much. In two weeks, as I said before, I will be
entering a new classroom, facing a new crowd and taking new challenges.
It'll be so different. I realized one thing:no matter how fun and
exciting college is, nothing can be better than what me and my high
school friends had. :)
Oh! And happy happy day today :) | | |
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